Today, I am thinking
about my day, that already have through by me for 32 years.
Today, I was at one
place at North Sulawesi, about two hours from Mando city. Iam here to help Unit
after burn accident and made a big damage at thei rear unit. In this location I
got some job that heaviest for my last year. Almost a year until now, I have
retired for a rough job, for a heavy job. But today I get back a rough and
heavy job like before. It is make me thinking it is not fair for us.
Actually for my
private opinion, it is oke when I get back this rough job, because I can sweat
and feel healthly than before. It no problem for my body and my soul. My
phiysic said that it is good for my body and muscle. But, when I already
finished may job for a day and going back to the office or rest area,
especially at mosque. I found many friend that they are much younger than me,
that they are have a same divission with this job, and they have lower
education than me, but they are not doing a rough job like me. It make me feel
"this is not fair", because they should be doing job like me.
Why? Because, I came
here is to help him for recovery their Unit. This Unit is their own, and need
to be recovery and repaire as fast as possible, but only a little people that
already came and help us to repair and recovery this unit.
Oke, may be there is
much reason for them that can't be joint with us to be "monkey"
because dust of coal. May be because they are already tired to go down, that
already have done by them before. It is Okey, I
am sure that they have a right reason for it. And I am sure basically
every people is a good people, and always have a reason for what they do.
And than for this
reason, I would like to thinking and why I have still to do this?
And than I get my
reason :
- God and make a good job for a better will, Lillaahi ta'ala is my destination. I don't care what they do, but I care about what I do, this is my will to get a good value of my live to help everything better.
- Also it can be my advantages, I can built back my muscle and my physic to be healty again like before when I 31 years old. Because almost a year my physic is doing nothing heavy and became weak.
I have to be positif people, always have a good
attitude and do the best.
